What Was, What Is And What Was Possible - Doc Ross | Of Memories and Villages - Tony Bridge





WHAT WAS, WHAT IS
AND WHAT WAS POSSIBLE
WORDS & IMAGES Doc Ross

Doc Ross’ work has been widely collected publicly and privately, and exhibited around the world, including an exhibition and auction of Contemporary Australian and New Zealand Photography at Sotheby’s in New York.

With my photographs of Christchurch post-earthquakes, my agenda is not to create or capture memories. Instead I prefer to look for symbols that reflect the current and ever-evolving state of the city and its people. They tend to reflect that these are dark times for many, in what is now a somewhat divided city, a darkness that is also the seed of hope and even wealth for others. This is a time of extreme unfairness for some and a time of unequalled opportunity for others. I want my photographs to be a constant reminder of this place we have to endure now in a hope that they will be both a documentation of what was, and that they will remind or inform how we felt in that time.

When contemplating the question “how do we create a contemporary sense of place in Christchurch" I feel in many ways that is to a great degree out of our hands, for our place in this time has been dictated by past disaster, and (some would say) potentially by future disasters of the city planning variety. The loss of the traditional control we have over how a city evolves caused by the CCDU-controlled blueprint for the city makes the micro elements more important than they may have been prior to the quakes. It will be around the fringes where we can make a difference. The government gives us what they believe is what we want and need in a city, but we may well have to apply the frills to the sandpaper underpants they give us for a city.

Architects, designers, planners and Governments should all take the time to consider and respect each others views and remember that they are not re-building a place for themselves, but for those very others with whom they may well disagree! The danger for them is that photographs will forever record their successes and failures, and show us what was, what is, and what was possible.

































OF MEMORIES AND VILLAGES
WORDS & IMAGES Tony Bridge




What we call landscape is a stretch of earth overlaid with memory, expectation, and thought. Land is everything that is actually there, independent of us; landscape is what we allow in through the doors of perception.
~Scott R Sanders.  Hunting for Hope: a Father's Journeys.

It takes some time travelling on the photography road before we can begin to realise that o the real reward which has been driving us all along has been a conversation we needed to have with ourselves. Throughout our journey we have, in fact, been writing postcards to our self. On the uphill battle through the woods and mountain meadows, we all need to stop from time to time and catch our breath. It is in those moments of perceived failure, of self-doubt and self-questioning that we will find why we really set off and, if we are sufficiently self-aware, we will find the courage to go on. We will understand.

Each year for the last seven years I have voyaged south, back to the Maniototo in Central Otago to teach a series of photographic workshops. Each year I have driven back to the area where I was born, and each year the same thing has happened, the same feeling has risen within me, the same thought has floated to the surface. I am going home. This is my place on the planet, this is my source, and this is where, over half a century ago, my river emerged from the earth on its journey to the sea.



I drive into the valley, usually from the east, following the Pig Route up from the coast. Each turn and twist in the road is an old friend welcoming me home, asking what I have been up to in the preceding year. I usually stop somewhere near Kyeburn, get out and take stock. I smell the sweet aroma of silage blown down the wind; I listen to the silence, the area’s greatest gift, and I watch the light slowly turning on the southern face of the Hawkdun Range. If I have arrived near sunset I will often turn and watch the day throw in its hand, observing the pink flush slow spreading onto the faces of the Kakanui Mountains. Something settles within me. I am home.

I pass through Ranfurly, looking to see if anything has changed. I circle past the Centennial Milkbar, where I lived alone as artist in residence across the summer of 2006-7.  Again the memories return, informing my observation. Utterly alone, knowing nobody, I would often climb out through my bedroom window onto the iron roof, taking a bottle of Jameson and a glass, and I would sit, high above the street, sipping quietly as I watched the sun set, and learned to read the moods of the wind. I would watch the double-cabs below me, lining up nose-to-tail outside Forry’s Bar, and eavesdrop on the snatches of farmertalk blown my way like rural post-its. I slow for a moment and then I drive away, making my way to Wedderburn and the tavern where I will live for the next fortnight. The same people are in the bar, propping up the same places, and the conversations are the same as they were a year before, as if the pub has been on pause for 12 months. I know their names, they know mine. We greet, chat, and catch up in 25 words or less. Some have had good years, others have struggled. Dairying has come to the valley and while many of the farmers are spiritually opposed to it, there is a touch of envy in their voices that signals they would get into it if only they could get enough water. Then I retire for the night to my cottage across the road. Before I turn in, I often stand, allowing the profound silence to seep in and wash away the busyness of the previous year.
I am home.

If there is time I will take a trip out to Naseby and walk in the forest where I was raised. I will drive out towards the new sawmill on Fennessy Road, now disused and silent, and look from a respectful distance at the mud brick house where I was raised. Then I will remember my childhood winters in this house; of my mother concerned that if she did not get the washing in by midday it would stay frozen on the line till the following morning; of a fire that burned continuously for months, and running around in gumboots in the snow. I will walk in the Black Forest, which my father managed, and listen to the wind tousling the treetops and, if I am sufficiently attentive, I will hear more stories from my past.



Each year I return to the Maniototo, believing it has said all it has to offer, and each year it proves me wrong. Each year the photographer is roused to view the land through a subtly different lens. Each year, when I sit down to review what I have shot, I realise the same leitmotifs have risen in my work, the same locations have appeared; Little Mt. Ida, photographed from all angles and in all light, my maunga, the axle around which my visioning here revolves; the Coalpit Dam, dark, mysterious and silent under its heavy cloak of ice, the province of my internal landscape. And each year I will return to the same spot on Home Hills Run Road, to watch the day begin and review what the year has had to report.

Then, after I have spent two intense and draining weeks teaching, the Maniototo will send me on my way, shooing me out of the basin and sending me north. This is not your home, it will remind me, but you are welcome to come back. Next year. See you then.

I will make the long drive back to North Canterbury and my home in Hanmer Springs. As I cross the Hurunui River and settle onto the undeviating straight to Culverden, usually late in the afternoon, I will look and observe how the winter snow on Mt. Lyford is glowing, soft and golden in the early evening light and the same settling feeling will envelope me. Perhaps this time I really am home.



As I drive into the valley across the Ferry Bridge and make the final push towards the village, I am again looking at the land, looking for change and not-change, making comparisons.  Sometimes, when I get home, I will pour myself a glass of Ballantines and go out on the balcony, to watch the day fade on the Amuri Range and listen to the snippets of sound blown up from the village below.

I will walk in the Heritage Forest, a sister to the Black Forest at Naseby, both built in the early 1900’s to trial different exotic tree species. And I will remember my father’s efforts to introduce the recreation tracks; I will remember standing there at the official opening, as the Rt. Hon Duncan MacIntyre pronounced it open. We children were more interested in the sausage rolls and the morning tea. It has taken me while, but I am beginning to understand.

I am a mountain person and I am a village person. Ranfurly and Hanmer Springs are small rural villages of roughly 900-1000 people. Each is about 120km from its nearest city. Each has the mountains and exotic forest of my childhood and each has the silence and sanctuary necessary for a contemplative. Each wears its party frock in autumn and winter. And each comes with a sense of community, whether it is the obligatory finger-lifted-from-the-steering-wheel wave as we pass in opposite directions, or a smile and an exchange of history. I haven’t seen you for a while. Have you been away? There is comfort and belonging in that.


However a landscape photographer needs time to be with the land, to sit and contemplate and listen, Sitting in the lee of the hill, in the soft red weave of the tussocks on Little Mt. Ida at sunset, as the nor’wester runs out of energy and gives up for the day, I will stare out across the Maniototo towards the Rock and Pillar Range, and observe the farmhouses and patchwork of agriculture and get a sense of scale both physical and temporal. From here it is possible to unpick the narrative of human industry in the district, to read history in the land and elevate observation to comprehension, in so doing, moving from land to landscape.

All landscape photographers have places to which they gravitate, where time, place, moment and memory conspire and coincide. In autumn, when the mists skirl and swirl and haunt the fields and foothills of the Amuri Plain, I will take my thermos and camera and climb up the track beyond the cellphone towers on Mouse Point. I will park my truck on the small knob and wait for the sun to rise out beyond the Lowry Peaks. I will watch the day growing in strength and colour, and observe the transmission towers marching through the mist. I will study the fields, noting the colours, textures and patterns of agricultural industriousness and reflect upon the relationships, for all landscape photography is about relationships. I will weave my memories into my images and weave my images into my memories, seeking to find the space between, where the human and the geographical collude, where the external overlays the internal, for in the end all photography of this type is about the exploration and expression of metaphors and memories. In moving from land to landscape we move from statement to expression.

Some years ago I went to visit an elderly friend who was living in a rest home, in one of those tiny units with just enough space to hold a few memories. Concerned that she felt bored and ignored, I asked her if she was happy spending so much time on her own. She pulled out a collection of postcards and family photographs from former times and showed them to me.

O, I am not alone, dear, she replied.. I am never alone. People don’t come to see me very much, but that is OK. You see, I always have my memories to keep me company.







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